Lonely

I haven't written in this for so long and so much has changed since then. I moved back to Ireland after living in Germany for nearly 4 years. I moved back before the summer last year and I still haven't settled back in. This isn't home. It doesn't feel like I belong here. I don't know where I belong any more. I am so lonely and as much as I try to change things it still doesn't help the loneliness. I live in a house with people that don't care about my feelings, sometimes I think they would be better off if I did just move away and leave them live their lived without me. They don't care. They don't see where I am coming from. That I am trying to better my life and have a future.